Late,high tension,pills maybe...

I got concerta (pills)dunnno the English name,In japan,they usually change the pills name.....which confuses me,like every countries have different regulations and names,when Chris Cornell died with Ativan,we had to translate it to “Waipax”,when lilpeep died with 1000 Xanax,we have to recall “ lexapro”very confusing,in the states,” rape drugs” are illegal,but in japan,we used it when we have sleeping problems....,it’s legal here,I dunno what I should take if I go or move to the states,I dunno it’s the same name,but “Doral” didn’t work for me,I sang some female singer’s songs which wasn’t easier for me,cuz I can’t do high tones that’s desperate for women to becoming a singer,I am creative,so I want to write my own songs and let people know my thoughts,today,I wrote one lyric about I had a panic attack at night,the title is”The goddess”which was also about my mom...write song here?nah,my songs belong to Me,no one can steal my songs....,but some song at YouTube,u can do karaoke with them?really?i can sing Guns N’ ROSES pretty much for sure before practicing female songs,maybe my voice is good for male songs,I dunno....

well,I am getting tired,I am still checking on the safety about putting my pix on the web,every freaky specialist Huckers or stalkers will know my address,phone number and any kind of personal information that’s kind freaky....,how do u become an influencer at instagram,I saw some famous influencer,she was wearing bikini and that kind of stuffs,how can u say nobody would stalk her? That’s why I am scared being influencer,I can sell some of my pix,fine...copyright is still mine and companies are safe....,I can’t wait going back to Tokyo where every schools,production companies,auditions,good jobs are....everything is is Tokyo,my plan would be paying for an influencer or being successful on online business,but if they guarantee I can be 100% Influencer? There’s models and casting stuffs for TV selling show,I could do that,or I can work as an interpreter and rest of The days,I can go to school,wow! Tokyo is a dream city,I haven’t noticed when I lived there and I regret that I blew up a scout man When I was 17,17?if I could have back to the past,I definitely go back to 17 even if there was a controls freak father...., Time to go bed,nights,night!