I am not giving up....

on writing here,just tiring,heavy days,fortune tellers told me that I am not going to get married,have some kids nor No one of my dreams will come true,one of them was gypsy,she told me someone cursed on me,she said she gotta uncurse, I didn’t do it,I am trying to be positive and block all negative energy,I don’t think I am happy right now but I will be
Happy somehow,I had been trying too hard to find my soulmate,but I should let him find me....,all I love is dead one,I will try to do everything I want,get money,fame baby houses,I will be famous,you’ll see my name someday somewhere, Am I dreaming?hell no!

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