Dunno what to do( still can’t get over with it...)
I don’t know what should I do in my life....something pushes me and makes me hurry,I don’t know where to start...., I am still can’t get over with death of lilpeep,Chris Cornell is older than my age(and good looking)lilpeep is a lot younger than me....,guys like him never like me....but I am into his music and world too much,I draw him everyday, My friend said don’t do that too much,she believes he’s gonna pull off your legs and take me to “ that world”,but not “this world” we live in...,that’s why some die after his/her hero died....,is it bad that I have too many dreams?or Should I be more realistic?none of young guys like lilpeep fall in a love with me,I wish I were 17 when I was scouted in the street by a man with suit,I should’ve have been a singer or an actress,I have never thought about becoming a part of music industry, until lilpeep died,and I think too late becoming famous,now I want fame and money,before I just wanna be rich, Still don’t know what I should do in my 40’s,sti...